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Sense + Library

Sense is one of the miracle feeling that cannot be well explained. I used to be very senseful before. I could sense if bad things happen to my family even though I live too far from them. I could sense the outcome of an event. I could sense human's heart and etc. To make it short, I was a great sensor before. Haha! But, the power of senses that I have seems to fade away gradually. Now, I'm just a little pathetic lady who is rich in senses but poor in actions.
I could sense if people lie to me, but I could just listen to the lie. I could sense if people misunderstand or give bad impression on me, but I just don't care. I could sense if people observe me, but I don't know why. I could sense if people take or even touch my things, but I could not do anything because most of the time I don't know what those things are. It just happens like that - as I enter my room, I will get the sense that someone had intruded my privacy. But some senses don't make sense. So, don&…

3 Men

Just now I was having my lunch with Zakuan at V5 cafe. Saye lapar tahap terketar2 and makan dgn sgt rakus. Tetibe, dtg Syazwan and EE duduk di meja makan kami sambil berborak pendek. Tersangat pendek. Bila diorang beredar, I realized that I've made a big mistake. I was sitting in the middle of 3 men that I care a lot in my life (besides my family members laa). Sgt susah utk mendapat peluang sebegitu bermakna, but I was too hungry to realize it and I just watched them go. Urghh! What a waste. Dahla dah nak grad. Huhu... Nyesal2... Eheh!

Exam : Week 1

So, it's the end of week 1and I'm walking out of the hell to enter a temporary heaven. Week 2 takde paper langsung, but I still need to parepare for my FYP presentation.
1st paper was Land Reclamation & Rehabilitation, subjek kegerunan budak2 civil kerana lecturernya yg bengis. The paper was on Monday. 10 org jek yang amik subject nie. As I used to say, the only way to overcome a fear is by facing it. Tak kenal maka tak cinta. I can't believe Dr Amer yg digembar gemburkan sbg sgt ganas, kejam, zalim and etc rupe2nye cuma buruk khabar dari rupa. Haha! I like him, and it seems like he loves 10 of us just fine.
About the exam paper, it was just ok, even though almost all of us said that it was damn tough. Pacel siap declare nie paper tersusah spjg dia kat UTP nie. Hmmm... Saye takdela boleh jawab dgn cemerlang, mainly because of the fact yg byk soklan yg kuar aritu xde dlm silibus. Tp cane nak ckp ek? Maybe sbb saye agak tenang aritu, so tak melatah sgt bile tgk soalan ya…

Irresistible

Saya x sure, tp seingat saya, dari sekolah rendah lagi saya dihadapkan dgn situasi sebegini....

There were some people yg suke mengutuk benda yg sepatutnya menjadi kepujian buat saya. Contoh, if saya pakai sepasang baju yang maha cantik dan semua orang di sekeliling memuji, ada satu golongan ini yang akan cuba complain and cari ape yg boleh dikutuk dgn baju tue. Bajet aksi tu mampu to put me down. But as they did that, I will automatically label them as "JEALOUS".

Mmg ade golongan begini. Bila rasa down and x setanding dgn orang lain, mereka akan cuba men-down-kan org itu dgn pelbagai isu, so that mereka xdela rase down sgt bile org tue down jugak. Yela, jealous perempuan nie berseni. Rich in arts, but one thing everyone should know is, I'm good in arts...

2nd, saya agak kesian dgn mereka yang try real hard to seduce me dgn pelbagai cara in my decision-making process. Hmmm... My brain never stops thinking. Saya tak pernah buat keputusan tanpa berfikir. So, when I decide not…

Study Week + Batch Dinner

Owh... esok dah start study week rupe2nye. Next week final exam. 1st week ade 2 paper, 3rd week ade 1 paper. Pastu present FYP2, pastu end of semester, pastu engagement party, pastu tak sure dah what's going to happen next.
Hmmm.. esok study week.. tapi esok nk kuar Ipoh. Huhu... Dahlah arini tgk movie and tidur dgn penuh enjoy. Semalam buat ape ek? Owh, semalam saya jadi mak andam utk junior2 housemate saye nie utk batch dinner diorg. Huhu.. Sungguh beria baju2 diorang, mencecah ratusan ringgit. Teringat pulak mase dinner batch saye dulu. Pegi for the sake of batch la kan. Walopun busy time tue. Dinner start kul 8, kul 7 lbey tue kitorg still angkut2 stok air and setelkan ape yg patut.
Expenses utk dinner lak baju dinner merah hitam, sepasang dgn Zak tak sampai RM100 pon utk 2 psg baju tue, from top to toe. Heh! Gile save budget. Normal la, pegi buat syarat jek pon kan. Huhu... It was a nice event though, and it was nicer sbb kitorg dpt award best couple of the batch. Terharu.. so…